1st week of 2010

Nisah is back again writing in her beloved diary...

It has been 1 week of year 2010...

School=..im glad that im able to concentrate on biostate seh..like finally..for the 1st tyme ,i brought my biostate textbook for the lecture..haha i know its insane hearing nisah bringing biostate book, but it just happened n believe it or not..i understand wad that screaching voice of miss betty low is talking bout...inorganic chemistry as usual..its either read it and understand or u dun read it and dun understand a single shit..1st week,not much of lab reports..kinda an easy gg breezy weak bcuz of open house..so yeah 2 days of no lesson and gg back home early ..BUT nisa..!!be preapred cuz next few weeks would be an insane intense lesson and long hours of lectures..ergghh!!Then this should led me to realizing that exam is like comin lah seh..u know wad nisahhh!!!prepare early plzzz....i know i can do it..i know...just make sure i understand every single shit...and revise early..way to go nisahh..

Guys=ohh gosh plz guys..give nisah a break ..stop irritate me and go on ur life...Faris especially,i know u cared bout me but the way u treat me and all..i raser rimas..u know like where i go i must tell u and wad im dg i must tell u...i rimass and bosan,tak reply msg,tak angkat kol pun nk kener sound ....u macam nk kongkong i..common lah i had enuff of all this plz..rasyid..haish..same old guy i knew as b4..foget bout him ...GO AWAY !!!!!

Having a great fren=omg..tell u wad,ive made a new fren name juliana..and its like i have known her for years lah..padahal2..we share stories and we are confartable with each other..the best thing is..she can also goe back late..cool or wad seh...breaking record ever,after goe open house we sitted at mac tpy and we sat there for lyke from 6 plus to 10.30pm..CAN U GUYS BELIEVE THAT!!???!and i dun even feel lyke its that long cuz 4 wad i know..i need more chatting ..hahakz..thats the blessed of having frens who macam can clique with me and we understand each other..:)Ju,thkz 4 being there 4 me,letting me to be ur listening ears and im also available 24/7if u need any help yeah..peace..and and and gd luck for your olevelll!!i know u can get good resultt and go to poly..hope u get in to nyp cuz u know wad..we will endup sitting at south canteen chatting non stop till school close..haha..

Feelings=nk kater tak sayang masih sayang..nk kater benci ader juga,nk kater i foget him lagielah bedek..bt so far,1 week have pass..i kinda survive thru this feeling and be strong to overcome the wounded heart that is in me....everytyme i close my eyes,i think of you and everytyme i think of u,i smile,,but wen i think bout the reality that nisah tidak ditakdirkan to be with him and to the fact that he have his new love of his life...the wounded heart became more red and hurtful...some ppl says..tyme will just heal everything ..BUT trust me ppl,no matter wad..the feeling is till there..


Next mission=keep on strong as wad u have been dg nisah..keep up the gd work..keep urself bz instead of thinking bout ur feelings and smile always..

Credit to ppl who have made me strong=my family,Juliana and alfian(gold medal for juliana cuz ur the best),hairul from fb( u putting urself in zam shoes cuz u experience the same thing and thkz for the long lecture cuz u made me realize that semuer yg berlaku bukan lah kehendak kiter tapi kehendak allah yg maha berkuaser,and allah knows wads best 4 us)The monkeys family namely,vani,sajini,revathi,norsiah who cant stop making me laugh bcuz of u guys making lame jokes and comments.Faris who said he cared bout me but sometymes i felt that ure tooooo over caring ..so yeah(bronze medal without honoured goes to you)Ridzwan who is willing to talk to me otp eventhough ure in camp wen im in serious shit breakdown heart(Silver to you cuz everytyme u lecture me on my ears,i feel much better.)Fhy who i c her as a strong person who have gone thru more heartbreakdown pain than me and made me realize that if she can so do nisah....

That's all folk for now..gonna write soon ...:)