New mission

wuhhuuu~~exam finish and its like finally iam free from all those notes that never fails to make my nerve brain crack n crack..Went for LTC camp..was soo much fun but was sick on the 2nd day..having fever and sore eyes.:(..

Few days later..kinda recover from the sickness..went for interviews..goshhh..job hunting is soo difficult..i really2 wish i can get a job..
AIM WHEN I GET NEW JOB
1.save for next sem
2.goe salon
3.ezlink money
4.hp
5.give parents
6.clothes,jeans,palm shoes
7.bag

Patience

My patience for you is getting thinner and thinner..the string can anytyme be broken and thats it..Life is full of unfairness and happiness is never easy to come when this heart is always scratched by you..Nisah is sick n tired of getting sad and down just because of the species by the nam e of GUY.What is the use of finding trouble for your feeling when in the end your heart and feeling is at stake now.Too bad that ive gone deep for you but too bad that i cant let that happen for too long though cause it seems like more sadness and arguments that strikes me rather than happiness that i expected.Nisah nisah..you are still young to think bout all this..When the right times come,it will come..Regretting that she didnt put in an effort to better the r/s when her first love came to her..but life has to go on..sigh..Just gonna test my patience once more and see how far i can goe..

Having some1 to love you

What does it feel to have some1 to love you behind your back?

I feel secured,special,feel good that behind my back..there's always some1 that can make me smile without fail..Get that inside my brain cells that there is indeed some1 who do really love me but ...that cells just dont want to bring those message to my heart and end up..a 1 sided thing..Miracle is all i need to trigger my heart and be able to love again..then there we have..sweet couple in sucess..:):)

Heart matters

Heart have been uneasy nowadays.Using my brain too much for the things that is around me that i neglected about my own heart.With who,when,how and why ,nisah dont even know the cause of it..Until one day she realize that her heart is feeling insecure..Looking strong outside but only god knows what myseries she have been going thru..sigh..can she like live with plastic heart without having to live with this insecure heart..Ohhh.. nisah almost fogot that she is a complicated gerl indeed..

Busy schedule cum confusion state

Exam is like comin in 2 weeks time..revision so far so good ..been doin on biochem and biostat n gonna finish it by this week ..Next week gona start on cell bio,micro b and org chem...While my brain is starting to crack on exam..people have been asking me out..friday (with fatin to marina barage)..sunday(maybe with yazid)Monday(dating with ju and her fren)...omg..should i or should not when my exam is like around the corner..DATING WITH JU N HER FREN IS A MUST ,gg out with yazid is a 2nd must.erghhh!i dunno ..

love life=Status(confusion state)Gonna have a tough time choosing the right one 4 me..sigh..dunwanna hurt any1..

More updates

I just got my common test result and i dunno if it is bad or wadsoever wen ive got
cell bio=B
microbiology=C
Organic chemistry=B+
IT=D+
IT expected as usual and i thought i could back it up harder in exam but sadly there is no IT paper for the comin exam..:( but i must must try harder for the upcomin quiz 2 and the website assignment so that the grade is better..u can do it nisah..okie foget bout IT and talkin bout exam which is like around the corner and hayyaaa nisah common lah ...u cant afford to repeat any module and fail for any subject..BIOCHEM,BIOSTAT=two major killer module that i have to go thru ...omggg!!start start start..!!i want the nisah back in secondary school where books was like her bestfren forever...haish...guess she have to put everythin aside and be more focus on revising for her exam ..
Talking bout falling in love again..i dunno if it is love or wad..been thinking bout him lately though but..ive told myself before that falling in love again and foget bout that zamri is not easy but anything can happen and it just happen..but u know wad nisah...no high hopes given cuz we never know what might happen so for now just stay cool ,chill and errrrrr....keep thinking bout him...hehes :)

13/01/2010

And again..2day not gg school cuz no ezlink money..It feel suxs wen ure not able to goe to school cuz of money..haishhh..y my fate must be like thiss..wen will this be over..Ive got many warning letter 1st bcuz of attendance and 2nd for school fees..and if didnt pay,cannot sit 4 exam??urghhhhhhhhhhh.......money has always been an issue 4 me...Feel angry,feel sad,feel frustrated..and feel sick n tired of thinking bout money...FEEL LIKE GIVING UP ON STUDIES......cuz the more i stay in school..the more problematic money shit i have..I dunno lahh~!